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Warning : Dont eat while reading this...

Can die ar.. P/A ( do carta pie.. ai ya..din bring graph..so, ok la sleep only la..haha)

Say want sleep only.. i feel hot..hotter..burning..so 1 hour still past like 1 hour..after P/A is WBS.. so i copy other peoples table as teacher called me to.. then the beautiful girl in front of me look at me, then i ambil kesempatan la
" Can touch my forehead, see is it hot or very hot ?"
"Wah, very hot."
"Very hot?"
"Ya" ( In my blurness that time..this is only what i did..shud have also call her to hold my hand see hot onot..or follow The Sheep example..it goes this way:"Even if anything happen to me ar, i want to tell you"I Love You ya"

With prayer, i reach home safely (consider i have to go uphill)..eat panadols..change shirt..sleep ( haven't even bath and eat lunch).. 2: 30pm.. i wake up and thought i can fly..go eat lunch..and whack everything. T_T (this is one of the worst decision of my life).. after that..tire..sleep again..

7pm..whoaa.. it's the real thing starting.. Stomach something wrong already.. then it's dark-brown semi-solid..
At night, i went toilet for don-know-how-many times..what color i do not know..but it's not semi-solid nor solid..most terrrifiying.. liquid only...i think is around 4~5 times into the toilet

Next morning, continue to go toilet.. worse, at closer interval.. and i realized my body just reject every intake, every cup of water i drink, promises a nose-torturing-session in next 10 minutes.. the smell ar, worse than ammonia, and b'coz only liquid comes out, so it's very volatile..can die 1.. Food is the same..it just melt in my body and become liquid very fast (amazing?)

The ODJ about sleep is quite true. When you are in sleep-defiency, you are actually :

1. drowsy and sleepy (duh?)
   
2. cranky and irritable (ask your friend, and see)
3. eat more than usual

I think i do not have enough sleep, so body system also upside down..As i continue my toilet break.. I dont have strength to do homework, so i read Bible, while praying that i can go church tomorrow.. This night, i did not have to go toilet..Yay !

After church, toilet breaks continue.. hits 15 times already.. I eat very little as a result..
I did not do homework also.. read Bible.. pleading Him..
The night was a nightmare too.. 5 times.. the worst one is.. thought just finish, then stand up and flush, only to realize have to sit down again.. that night cant sleep, feel like a pregnant woman..my stomach..quite empty ma, so only gases inside..those gas move around inside, just like a baby inside (sweat!) paaain ar..

Next morning, my father ask me :" You sure want go school ar?" (i have to ride my bike too)
"Can la, i 'll miss out a lot if i skip."
I've realize and learn something out of all these trouble..

1. Be thankful when you can fart and sh*t, and thankful still when you can have semi-solid sh*t, you can cry when you only can sh*t (or suppose is piss from the butt?), you are so dehydrated that the next day you only pee 100ml after drinking 2 liter of water
   
2. Marry is a must for me..coz i need people to take care me when i'm sick
   

Off i leave my house for home, humming:

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow
Because He lives, All fears is gone
And I know, He holds the Future
And Life is worth a living just because He lives